Hey, im reaching out because I need help. I know im not crazy I’ve been proven these guys are real. But they keep lying to me and won’t actually provide me with any actual help.
They have said its like a nuralink or something or a hormone thing. I guess something started as a joke I made someone upset and they got me when I was passed out via substance and put something in my butt or in my throat maybe. But I guess because someone decided to take advantage of my unconsciousness it got shoved in and stuck.
This has been going on for 3 years, almost 11 suicide attempts, lost everything almost and everyone. Every thought I have is being projected out towards a group of angry men and the general public . they’re so rushy and so mean im currently sitting in a trailer with hidden cameras being watched I can’t find my live stream or feed or how their watching me. I basically sit alone and I guess kinda listen to them tell me to do things because I don’t really know what else to do except go through. I just wish I had some answers. Because I genuinely have intrusive thoughts and I really didn’t think it was real at first until it completely started ruining my life.
I just don’t feel human anymore. Im just a puppet for their amusement day in day out. I know im not crazy though this is happening people are watching me and I can’t find myself