Don’t let the face fool you, she’s a demon at times, we are in the “I’m going to bite you nice and hard to get you to play with me” faze of husky mix
feel like every day I add 4 new projects and I complete maybe 1 step of 1 project and fall behind on 7 other things
So mentally drained by my own doing
a dash of imposter syndrome, a dash of nothing specifically actionable, a dash of way out of date on the ongoings, a dash of going blind to forum notifications , so I reverted to my other binary state. Lurking quiet lol
getting back into the pew pew life, so that’s fun if not draining for splitting focus, the nice part is it sort of implies I care about the future… kind of complicated but it makes if you think about it
But being ready either proactively or reactively deal with shit if it pops off implies I care what happens to me? Not as dark as it sounds but idk how to word gooder
but also fun because it’s been a while since it’s brought me enjoyment
Started dabbling in wood to build a DnD table and that’s a whole other type of thing 
Coming from machining and 3d printing type precision the medium is far more interactive and imprecise than I care for lol
Still very much work in progress
Oh and ya know *points at country crumbling socio,politically,and economically*
…the usual *sigh