Some stuff are pretty horrible, sadly many of it happens in real life. Some things could be even reverted, but I such failure at communications, that it probably will be more easy to be useless cripple or just die than do some actual work. However you probably don’t understand what a sad place our universe for me already, and yet every day I make an attempt to at least somewhat function, my mental processes is already rigid, and though process under stress is just awfully, I function but number of errors is sky rocketing and I don’t appreciate “fun” stuff other people find funny. But I don’t joke about work that helps people. I won’t do anything without actual consent if you allow me to work from quiet place.