i don’t think anyone is yelling at you. People are worried and also sad that it failed, but also some questions raised about the position and in my case also curiosity why you have chosen that spots, what your thoughts were behind it.
This community learns on the mistakes of others and also the successes. There are many “experimental” positions for the glass chips and by you sharing your thoughts we could come in a discussion about it and maybe others can learn from it or something like that 
minus p0 for example was quite experimental some time ago, but some people had good success with it and are happy with the results.
Have a nice day and i hope you have a pleasant healing process
-Merlin