Well, had yet another implant-related nightmare last night. Think it’s my 4th or 5th. No idea why these keep happening.
I was outdoors, helping attach a car to a tow truck or something I think, and part of the tow hook (a big rusty iron cube) slammed into my hand, right where my xSIID is. It left a massive bruise at the xSIID site, and my hand started bleeding from like 30 different places, in a near-perfect grid (reminds me of Pinhead from Hellraiser). I notice that my xSIID is now poking out of the top of my hand (with the blue LED lit), as if it has slid in a straight line until it forced its way out.
As I notice this, my hand clenches, and my xSIID shoots out. I catch it with my other hand, and weirdly, it’s way too big compared to the actual xSIID, probably ~7mm in diameter, and like 40mm long. The shape was similar to those old SIID prototypes, the ones that weren’t meant to be implanted.
I’m curious, as I was a few months ago, if it’s caused by anxiety and stress, or completely random. I have very vivid dreams often, so I guess that predisposes me. I know a few other members have talked about having them (@Eriequiet I think mentioned it once).
Here’s a poll, out of curiosity, although it’ll get easily buried.
Have you ever had a nightmare involving your implant?
- No, haven’t had an implant nightmare
- Yes, and it involved some kind of implant destruction/body horror
- Yes, other circumstance