Scars are healing differently in different areas (yep, my artist told me that they would), Iām curious if this evens out a bit, but I think it will - the lower parts were three dimensional first, but now the centre and upper parts are rising as well. The irritation treatment is a bit annoying, like, it kinda hurts, but is still some funny feelingā¦
And, pretty surprising to me, the skin is soooo sensitive now - in a positive way, I mean, I just love to run my fingers across the scars. Incredible feeling
Am I the only one that sometimes feels the urge to make an Amal mind control joke when the crazies pop in? Because boy would it be entertaining to just be like āHeās become aware, crank up the mind control knobā
I know one from the beginning of Marilyn Mansonās āTorniquetā, I think it was āthis is my most vulnerable momentā. Not very satanic at all, but very interesting considering his troubled background during the time of the recording.
I think it was just a joke of most of the bands, because people were looking for satanic symbols and messages everywhere, and so they just hid some lines somewhere to be foundā¦
(why do I always want to type about āsatanic massagesā? )
Hmmā¦ do you think an artist is responsible for what people do after listening to his music, reading his books or such?
I think itās a difficult thing, somehow, butā¦ especially in this case, I donāt think they are responsible for someone killing himself because āthe song told me to do soā. I think at least most of the time (maybe even alwaysā¦ thinking about it), every person is responsible for his/her own actions, and to say that an artist is the reason for something bad happening usually falls shortā¦
Yeah, I tend to think so, tooā¦ but then, some really bad racist idiots and their music came to my mind (we have quite a bit of that in Germanyā¦), and I thought that maybe, stuff like that might at least intensify problematic opinions. Kinda.
But I think people who listen to that kind of music are already in a mindset where that doesnāt make much of a differenceā¦ sigh.
Thatās good to hear, would be quite absurd otherwise.
On the other handā¦ Iām still a bit surprised that Charles Manson, not having killed someone by himself, was in jail for the rest of his life - I mean, I guess he was quite a bad person (didnāt know him personally, soā¦^^), butā¦ still kinda strange, I think.
Mh, guess Iāll take a new picture right away, gimme some minutes or so 
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